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A week later I was placed into palliative care for a bone marrow failure condition no one seemed to find despite a lifetime of bleeding and have been put on xanax low dose and oxycodone which I refuse to take every day but have in fact are helping pain and sleep at this stage.
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I'm a relic of the little yellow pill era, because despite self-reporting and having a lifetime of medical issues, would not shut up because I knew something was very not right with my health. First, valium. Then, ativan, then clonazepam. 38 years later, I get off of Clonazepam.
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My book is not progressing due to the upheaval of the last weeks and the hemorrhage, new diagnoses and just general awful. But I am not giving up until no up there is to give. Thank you for the kind thoughts, and shares about friends and Roger :)
Were you given them by a psychiatrist, in what year, and for what reason if may be so bold as to ask?
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One is feeding the other because one is the other the stress affects your heart the heart being ignored affects your stress my mother call this white coat syndrome get around the doctor and you'll get sicker. She wasn't wrong.
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I use voice input a lot and text to speech on Android is a nightmare I apologize but I think you get the drift. I knew I bled a lot my family knew I bled a lot they knew I've let a lot yet 50 years to diagnose a bleeding disorder?
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If they'd ask me if 4 years of age I said I bleed a lot. It's been 50 years to figure out the truth which is I believe a lot except with more detail and harm to the point of severe complex trauma the last 40 years from medicine. This is why I feel lucky to have found palliative.
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So let me ask what do you think is going on and what do you think you can do to help it. it might take a few goes but I bet you will come very very close if not land spot on the truth. It's the first question they should ask "what do you think is going on?"
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Thank you. I was fortunate to do more and to be part of a great scene I have so many people to thank I did have vocal training endured piano and guitar for about two sessions or three. I started guitar with a tennis racket and realized it wasn't much fun LOL
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Oh oh I saw a great quote from Hippocrates that had nothing to do with the concepts people think he was trying to express about doing no harm I'll see if I can't find it. I'm sure you probably know a lot more about your body than doctors ever will
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Health is not physical or mental. If there's a duality at all, they are inextricable. In my case, I'd love to navigate without any physical substance at all. IT HURTS TOO MUCH. True story ;-)
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This is my first album of music. I was a complete amateur and surrounded by incredible musicians because someone thought I was worthy. No matter the harm or kindness this life held for me, in the end, it is love. cliche or not. It is love.
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I love you,
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Yeah I kind of used to like musk and a little vanilla but it had to be light not that gross overwhelmingly sloppy mean deranged kind of what the hell you got buri in
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Those were really the days weren't they? Was that still back when we were only in the interactive portion of the main building and we had small groups that really tight friends and sit out in the halls and form pods? Cuz I miss that want it back!
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I'm sorry text to speech really sucks and I speak really fast and with a New York accent. also mistakenly sent the document to you what can you do there's artifice and intelligence well lack thereof ;-)
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