Well well Facebook reminded me that today marks my 43 anniversary of officially moving to Tucson Arizona.
How is that possible I'm not even 43 years old am I? ;-)
You have to and it is unacceptable I'm glad this movement is alive and well and should be going on until we see real change there are more of us than there are of them let's make use of that!
She asked me if I still wanted the last week's taper dose. I asked her if she was the clinician and that was her decision not mine and she asked again and I told her no I'm done and went to say goodbye and then both starting with the mayor passing the pleasant crap. Awful fake
They had not been told so they were getting very strange she in the social worker were in the office and I said look this is the way it is you knew it coming in you just didn't pay attention and you didn't call the oncologist which I had asked you to do more than once
Yeah this is an entirely different situation and it's not daily it's low dose and it's as needed and I've been really able to handle it let's hope I can continue to do so but the worst part was the last meeting no one informed them about the message of palliative care and leaving
They had barely been around I was sleeping I was getting sicker but I was continuing my taper. A week before I was put into palliative care by choice home-based. So I told the clinic and they never relayed the message and we'd finalize and telehealth appointment scheduled.
I liked everybody at first except the very young news the job doctor of nurse practice. They were very nice to me talk to me and then began to sit up a plan and asked me to do drug screen so I said sure and went and peed while being watched closely up until the bathroom itself.
It took a long time and she's on especially after and with covid and a lot of medical need for healthcare workers to find anyone who knew a proper taper after all those years most of which I had already tapered myself I just wanted medical oversight they added to the trauma.
It came as quite a shock after getting off of finally daily benzo use that had been prescribed since I was 21 only to find out that loads of spenzo's actually are helpful in palliative care for me and reduce the amount of opiates which I hate even more.
A week ago I was done with 39 years of benzos and had removed every other medication including fluoxetine sold to me then as a cure offer cyclical depression not related to anything but being a woman. When I was prescribed benzos it was also shut me up. Haven't succeeded yet! LOL
But that is for short-term relief and it does not include any of the antipsychotic or stimulant drugs antidepressants are a huge lie because we don't really understand the chemical nature of anything LOL seriously but sedation is often helpful for surgery and palliative care.
All in the name of prophet especially in the United States because of course our system is set up not to care for people and it goes further than that it goes into the demographics of grouping people by their value as life I really think there are occasional uses for some meds
I say sick absolutely as for the disruption to your life that's beyond comedy it's beyond tragedy it's into the realm of purposeful harm or a STFU attitude because they don't know what they're doing.
Sadly I've had situations where the treatment meds for very serious bone oil problems actually cause such severe behavioral issues no an figure out what the hell is going on so they dosed a crap out of me on everything psych instead of taking proper care of my blood. Sick system.
I've been on Twitter since 2006 and all I've done is largely process issues with friends or just on my own. before that I've vented on any platform I could find 🤣 get it out it's so helpful in that regard. And I know the pain all too well.
It makes sense it just wasn't contextualized for me quite yet because I'm interested in the use of technology for any kind of betterment of humanity education being first and foremost typically speaking.
Now I'm with you thank you for the clarification. You know, the web is invented for collaborative work in many ways so I say bring It on! People learn differently and the act of teaching is in fact itself at least for me absolutely and act of learning.
Sometimes in these terrible display of Twitter threads which are not threads but all out of order usually it's hard to jump in in the middle and understand the flow I'm with you now! Keep going get it out as much as you need says me! Hugs