Depression is to be expected in end stage disease. I can't fix me. No one can. It's not like we didn't try. I do appreciate the people who helped me give it a go. I feel I can't fight anymore. Too little blood left, too little hope. Why do I still care so much? I need closure.

Apr 2, 2018 · 4:46 AM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
You’ve got 30K people who care about you (but I think Twitter is being dumb and not showing them your tweets lately).
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I wanted the movie to have a different ending is all. I know I'm not alone in that desire for a happy ending. This is relentless trauma and people add insult to my injury. No one has my back in reality. It's illusory. Well-meaning, loving at heart, and very moving, but not 3d.
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Replying to @mholzschlag
There was a time, before I was born when I didn't exist. I'm not afraid of that time. Soon will come a time when I won't exist again. I'm not afraid of that time either. 💜💜💜
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I'm not either. What I'm agonizing over is I'm the cat in the box but the box hasn't been opened yet. Shcroedinger's Bitch.
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Replying to @mholzschlag
Sending you a nice warm hug with lots of love Molls.
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Replying to @mholzschlag
You are very brave, Molly. Although we wish for the best it is you who knows you and your body better. Although “not 3D” here’s some virtual love 😘😘😘😘
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