NO? This is not about suicide. I've outlived every aplastic anemia patient my age walking earth. My mother begged me not to die before her so I hung on. Enough is enough. ANC is 800, platelets 35k. Reds go, I go. I don't get to control this part other than to not fight anymore.

Dec 5, 2017 Ā· 10:38 PM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
Molly, you have endured so much more than any human should have to. Iā€™m sending love vibes your way, and I admire you. It takes great courage to recognize and prepare ourselves for the end, and your courage is the greatest. šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—
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Replying to @mholzschlag
Be safe, you're an inspiration to us all, a wild & curious soul reminding us that we should be proud to be ourselves, and aware of the impact we make by being here. We treasure you, and ourselves
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