It's very frustrating. I am not a lazy person who enjoys twiddling her thumbs. I want and require focus to maintain mental health! Thoughts?

If you're in palliative phase, who cares whatever the frack adverse effect working might have on you? To whatever feels good!

I like that answer :) But I do not trust their diagnostic abilities since they completely failed there. #raredisease aside.

It's your life, it'll be your death too, so be you. You are a beautiful human being.