To the people who took away my one happiness and direction my life had when I needed it the most: You hurt a friend who loved you. Not cool.

What happened?

If I could talk about it maybe it wouldn't be eating at me like a virus. I don't do well being told to keep my mouth shut.

I see, one of those things. at some point we have to judge silence versus consciousness regardless of binding. not easy choice

It was a loss on top of the worst possible losses - husband, home, my mother's memory and mind much less my own mortality.

Wow, that is a lot... to deal with molly. I can't even try to understand what you must be going through right now.