There is no speaking to me at this point. The reason I left home was precisely so you couldn't call the police to stop my self annihilation.

Feb 17, 2017 · 5:28 PM UTC
My damage goes back to pre 5 years old. I think I'm going to have to accept that I believed I was bad and do not deserve life.
Don't know if I can ever get past that. Abused runaway teens who wind up on the streets don't survive to well. Much less rise up
It should be enough to know I did that. And it's not. The hole has been examined for 45 years by professionals. Am I better off?
I don't know. I truly do not.