Trying to find ways to manage and move forward but it's a massive challenge. Maybe time to give up & take a long break. Try again in future

@spacedoutsmiles Might I suggest looking at all of it again when not in the thick of the upsetting argument of awareness v. acceptance?

@mholzschlag it's the whole 'with autism' stuff that gets to me. I'm spent for today. Zzzzzzz. Babysitting is here and being awesome.