It happened so fast I didn't feel the pain until very recenly I should have looked at those markers but not much can really be done except what I've already been doing. But my blood count is the best it's ver Been and my metabolic panel is good except for weird things never seen.

I guess it's back to Arizona oncology this time as an oncology patient there's not a lot to do at this stage but where I'm already in palliative then hospice. Maybe it hasn't hit me full throttle but I'm really not upset maybe because I've already been intimate with mortality.