Health is not physical or mental. If there's a duality at all, they are inextricable. In my case, I'd love to navigate without any physical substance at all. IT HURTS TOO MUCH. True story ;-)

this ... so much .. this ... 2 years of different cardiologists each unwilling to address my stress over discussions; because I should be grateful. I pointed out they were doing more mental health damage whilst trying to avoid heart damage.

Oh oh I saw a great quote from Hippocrates that had nothing to do with the concepts people think he was trying to express about doing no harm I'll see if I can't find it. I'm sure you probably know a lot more about your body than doctors ever will

So let me ask what do you think is going on and what do you think you can do to help it. it might take a few goes but I bet you will come very very close if not land spot on the truth. It's the first question they should ask "what do you think is going on?"

If they'd ask me if 4 years of age I said I bleed a lot. It's been 50 years to figure out the truth which is I believe a lot except with more detail and harm to the point of severe complex trauma the last 40 years from medicine. This is why I feel lucky to have found palliative.