I've been on Twitter since 2006 and all I've done is largely process issues with friends or just on my own. before that I've vented on any platform I could find 🤣 get it out it's so helpful in that regard. And I know the pain all too well.

I am sorry that you do, I have had good support from friends throughout, but I had so much to vent about, 40 years of suppressed emotions all erupting at once when I got off the drugs. It has been like a tsunami.

Sadly I've had situations where the treatment meds for very serious bone oil problems actually cause such severe behavioral issues no an figure out what the hell is going on so they dosed a crap out of me on everything psych instead of taking proper care of my blood. Sick system.

That sounds really horrible. I mean I can hardly believe I ended up in psych wards because all that had really happened was benzos were making me sick.

Looking back it is like some sick, black comedy.

I say sick absolutely as for the disruption to your life that's beyond comedy it's beyond tragedy it's into the realm of purposeful harm or a STFU attitude because they don't know what they're doing.

That is right, it surely is a tragedy, such a waste of human potential it makes me sick to the pit of my stomach.

But that is for short-term relief and it does not include any of the antipsychotic or stimulant drugs antidepressants are a huge lie because we don't really understand the chemical nature of anything LOL seriously but sedation is often helpful for surgery and palliative care.

It came as quite a shock after getting off of finally daily benzo use that had been prescribed since I was 21 only to find out that loads of spenzo's actually are helpful in palliative care for me and reduce the amount of opiates which I hate even more.

I do worry about ever being prescribed them again but if I was dying I don't suppose I would care too much.