I've been on Twitter since 2006 and all I've done is largely process issues with friends or just on my own. before that I've vented on any platform I could find 🤣 get it out it's so helpful in that regard. And I know the pain all too well.

I am sorry that you do, I have had good support from friends throughout, but I had so much to vent about, 40 years of suppressed emotions all erupting at once when I got off the drugs. It has been like a tsunami.

Sadly I've had situations where the treatment meds for very serious bone oil problems actually cause such severe behavioral issues no an figure out what the hell is going on so they dosed a crap out of me on everything psych instead of taking proper care of my blood. Sick system.

That sounds really horrible. I mean I can hardly believe I ended up in psych wards because all that had really happened was benzos were making me sick.

Looking back it is like some sick, black comedy.

I say sick absolutely as for the disruption to your life that's beyond comedy it's beyond tragedy it's into the realm of purposeful harm or a STFU attitude because they don't know what they're doing.

That is right, it surely is a tragedy, such a waste of human potential it makes me sick to the pit of my stomach.

But that is for short-term relief and it does not include any of the antipsychotic or stimulant drugs antidepressants are a huge lie because we don't really understand the chemical nature of anything LOL seriously but sedation is often helpful for surgery and palliative care.

A week ago I was done with 39 years of benzos and had removed every other medication including fluoxetine sold to me then as a cure offer cyclical depression not related to anything but being a woman. When I was prescribed benzos it was also shut me up. Haven't succeeded yet! LOL

It took a long time and she's on especially after and with covid and a lot of medical need for healthcare workers to find anyone who knew a proper taper after all those years most of which I had already tapered myself I just wanted medical oversight they added to the trauma.