I called my friend who was a surgeon at that hospital and she came there in 10 minutes and within an hour I was in surgery if I had been treated for gas pains I would have died that so I was when they found the first evidence my blood was completely messed up and it went away.

I don't know why my body and myself have so much energy and to come across so naturally a friend told another friend they didn't believe there's anything wrong with me I've had this so many times it really hurts why would anybody who loves her work and loves life and friendship

Makeup two diseases that will end in my death if nothing gets me first? I have not going to a nursing home I refuse anymore medical environments at least they come to me they're bringing ultrasound and x-ray to my house just to see what maybe causing the bleeding. I already know.

It's either in or behind the left ovary I'm so proud and really thought that one of the reasons I've survived so long as I have every single one of my organs which they wanted to take so many of. I will not let them do anything invasive no more. I don't want sympathy but advice.

I will not die a slow death of morphine overdose I will not suicide myself because that could be hard to do and I could screw it up I want death with dignity and there are only nine states and you have to be a resident terminal which I have twice over and survived 10 years now

I don't want to be in pain if I could take ibuprofen or an anti-inflammatory I bet you it would work better than these stupid opiates that do nothing most make me very sick I can tolerate instant release oxycodone and Demerol which they don't use anymore. All of it shortens life

My spouse had a TBI/skull fracture because a tech breezed by symptoms of a failing pacemaker. He needed the pacemaker not because the heartbeat is uneven but because either a viral infection or an auto-immune situation destroyed the electrical circuit. Without it—no heartbeat.

…he wasn’t. But I didn’t leave Florida for my son’s PhD robing in New York that evening because The MD was too hasty. So I was there when spouse fell, or he might have died. As it was, he was trundled into the ambulance shouting, I do NOT need to go to the ER!”

I so appreciate your lovely concern advice and guidance it is marvelous and I am very grateful to you thank you so much always if I can return the favor of which I am capable please consider it done

I feel like I am bumbling in and crashing around in your fragile china shop, being ignorant of your troubles and travails, but my intent really is to do some good. Some things come to mind, but …later. Sleep now. 🧸⚓️