Replying to @shawncrigger
I understand that and I felt that way one time but I now have regrets anymore of grand proportions as I knew the end of life there was so many things I would have done differently. And so many things I regret to the core of my soul that I wish I didn't but I do.
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Molly, I just had a grand mal siezure and wasn't found til Monday, now my job says my release to work is missing Friday since I had the seizure Friday talk about looking back on your life and seeing it flash before your eyes. I'm scared to death. I go Tuesday for catscans
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cat scans to see if I suffered brain damage
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Hope your news is good.
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Thanks Molly, I'm really scared because after reviewing thousands of 30sec clips from my desk camera, I stood up, fell, hit my head on the glass desk and laid on the floor from Friday til Monday at 6:30am when I was found.
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Was this just last week Sean? How frightening but it can be caused by a lot of different things haven't been a very sick person in my life sometimes it's benign in the sense of what caused or causes it had but I hope you're okay. Compassion and comfort coming your way ASAP
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It was last Friday I started work and I thought I had a migraine and didn’t think much of the pain in my side because my dog jumped on me the night before, I got up to get some headache meds and that’s the last I remember til waking up in a hospital on Tuesday
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I have friends but they are scattered across the world and most of them have passed. Or simply have the lives of their own. I have never been supported outside of my industry as anything but a horrible insane person who's making it all up here I am in palliative care at 60?
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As I’ve grown older my friends have died off in droves all my 20+year friends have died since the lockdowns. Most of them during it they couldn’t handle it. These lockdown procedures were never tested they were designed in the 50s for nuclear war not a pandemic
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Replying to @shawncrigger
I'm truly sorry to hear that. About 15 years ago or so I started entering a period of time where lost became the norm and almost all my family and friends started leaving I've named this period of Life the density of death. Hang in there my friend I hope you're doing okay today.

Feb 15, 2023 · 5:09 AM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
It's just depressing. The friends who have become family over 20-30 years all died, and I blame the lockdowns. My dad was shot in the head n an unsolved case that will never get solved. my mom just. had her 2cd knee and my dad needs full time care. Which I can no longer drive
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Replying to @mholzschlag
Some of them hit me very hard, but after all, I've been through, I learned to greave without it destroying my life.
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