Lovely and kind thoughts indeed. And I am built this way. I'm also in palliative care meaning life's quality based on MY preference comes before life quantity. To break apart? Story of my life. To bring together ? Story I wish to live. How about you?
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I understand that and I felt that way one time but I now have regrets anymore of grand proportions as I knew the end of life there was so many things I would have done differently. And so many things I regret to the core of my soul that I wish I didn't but I do.
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Molly, I just had a grand mal siezure and wasn't found til Monday, now my job says my release to work is missing Friday since I had the seizure Friday talk about looking back on your life and seeing it flash before your eyes. I'm scared to death. I go Tuesday for catscans
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Thanks Molly, I'm really scared because after reviewing thousands of 30sec clips from my desk camera, I stood up, fell, hit my head on the glass desk and laid on the floor from Friday til Monday at 6:30am when I was found.
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Was this just last week Sean? How frightening but it can be caused by a lot of different things haven't been a very sick person in my life sometimes it's benign in the sense of what caused or causes it had but I hope you're okay. Compassion and comfort coming your way ASAP
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I want to help you I want to fix you I want to help fix the whole wide world and I know that it's impossible. So I destroy myself instead cuz I feel useless and helpless and can only ask what can I do to help today just one person. In my career there have been so many good people
Feb 11, 2023 · 6:36 PM UTC
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