If anybody would like a presentation calmly and professionally delivered online quietly respectfully to give the history of what I am talking about I would be very glad to do that and I surely will attend any other perspective provided similarly. If truly interested let's do it.

Lovely and kind thoughts indeed. And I am built this way. I'm also in palliative care meaning life's quality based on MY preference comes before life quantity. To break apart? Story of my life. To bring together ? Story I wish to live. How about you?

I understand that and I felt that way one time but I now have regrets anymore of grand proportions as I knew the end of life there was so many things I would have done differently. And so many things I regret to the core of my soul that I wish I didn't but I do.

Molly, I just had a grand mal siezure and wasn't found til Monday, now my job says my release to work is missing Friday since I had the seizure Friday talk about looking back on your life and seeing it flash before your eyes. I'm scared to death. I go Tuesday for catscans

cat scans to see if I suffered brain damage