Idk what to do with this spectrum of anon to transparent identity. I have to get out stuff that's on my mind, but I've been isolated to a certain extent socially for most of my life, and I like how I am starting to open up, it helps, but I still have fear I'd open up too much and

that would bring me some kind of danger. I've been trying to live in line with not caring about my public image, especially as it's the only extrinsic personal value that I have, that means it's the only thing that leads me while bringing me anxiety and stress, but... Idk, I'm

not physically well enough to conclude this thought. I struggle with this sometimes as well, when I start sharing something and then realize making it to the end is too hard and tiring.