38 years on benzos I'm finally at the last taper and she's going to go slow I found a good Clinic with a supportive NP, therapy, peer support. At my worst they had me up to 10 mg a day of lorazepam I didn't realize that was truly sick. Down to 75 mg clonazepam per day. Thank you!
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Isn't lorazepam much "milder" than clonazepam? I admitted myself to a psych ward when 12mgs clonazepam couldn't calm me down and I had symptoms like slowness, and slurred speech, and I struggled to walk already.
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12 mg clonazepam that's a lot of clonazepam my dear I hope you are better now I know you must have felt like you were fighting your way uphill through split pea soup. The intermediary put me on gabapentin again, hydroxyzine tried to talk me into SSRI I said no and got away
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Well, I also developed "tolerance", but as I experienced abuse at that moment, the pleasant effect I had before from it wasn't there anymore, just adverse ones, as if I was heavily drunk.
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I had a huge tolerance developed and I had a very active career traveling globally and I still somehow managed to stay together despite that. My husband was a physician's assistant and had been in Vietnam as a Navy corpsman brutal job but he knew how to help me taper down to 1 mg
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I've read about it, I googled you . Haha Not randomly, but I felt your opinions about your field and history reminded me of my roots, and who I was at that time. It feels like a serendipity, that I commented on an unrelated thing to it when I saw your tweet on my TL, but it was
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still connected to that serendipity I mentioned somehow. I will DM you about it, if you don't mind?
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But, simply said, it felt like an honor. It still does. And magic of some kind. Not literally, but... I have my personal reasons.
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Telling me to stop using the web? Excuse me? About a week later I read there was a move by some psych folks to add a syndrome that googlings medications symptoms side effects were all an obsessional disorder not intelligent self learning. Information is what we build the web for.

Aug 22, 2022 · 12:19 PM UTC

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Yeah. Telling you to stop using the web of all people?! 😱😅
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I know right it was so ridiculous. That's the whole point of the web free access to free information I'm not talking social media here like Twitter but I'm talking about good websites good organizations and helpful information we should all be informed! it threatens them big time
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