My benzo taper is failing. I was threatened by the NP yesterday that if I do not take three drugs I've already gotten off of she will stop treating me whether I live or die. 38 years of high dose daily use prescription that has done nothing but permanently damage me.

She is uninformed she is not a doctor I need a real medical doctor or psychiatrist skilled enough to understand how serious this . They don't want my death on their hands and they don't want permanent brain damage on their hands so no one will take me and help me correctly.

I need help to find a treatment physician in Tucson that will do this right and understand how severe and serious this is. If you know anybody or any resource I have talked non-stop to as many organizations as I can. All say no not wanting culpability. They are cold uncaring

Does anybody know anyone I can see even if I have to pay out of pocket I will scrape it together somehow I need informed care. Who can help me? 38 years of Triumph to think all I have overcome only to die from a withdrawal from prescription I did not ever need would be homicide.

I don't know anyone in Tucson, or even in Arizona. I would certainly help you if I could. I can't imagine how scary and frustrating this must be for you. I hope you're able to find the right person to work with you soon. 💜