I am grateful to all people who have accepted the intensity and extreme nature of my being. I tried to conform. Worked to behave. I have failed at even with professional help for over half a century. Any ideas how I can explain it without feeling such shame and failure?

You owe no explanations.🤘

I feel as if people want me to give them explanations so I do and then I'm told I'm lying I look too well or I'm so vivacious. I invite them to Rachel swartout at any time to hear a professional point of view. She even has a lovely private room at Arizona Oncology just for that.

My point being, F anyone who is not supporting you. I was so sick when I went back to work. One day, one of the admin sent me home because I was about to pass out from extreme anemia! I will never allow myself to be treated like that again. I was trying to be "good", team player.

I think I do the same thing I'm a people pleaser I want people to like me because I'm likable and I'm isolated and I'll tell you to Sean has nice people in it but education here is so poor we are 48 contiguous states 46 in education in the USA Arizona home a proud ignorance.

Hey Do you do web accessibility checks for organizations? This came up on one of my librarian lists, where someone was looking for orgs/people to do 508 compliance check work. You're sort of a guru on it, so I didn't know if you took on that work specifically.