What hurts more than a breakup?

Having your beloved husband struggle to not die in your arms. I had to sing him to sleep forever only to be followed by my mother dying 7 months later after which I heard every shot of Las Vegas Massacre and the screams and silence that followed. Breakups are easy compare to that

I am very sorry to hear that. And my sincere condolences to you and your family. Yes, breakups are no way close to that.