I appear to be frozen with my work. I'm halfway through my book or more and I still can't deliver a goddamn chapter I don't know why I need help it's like I don't want to finish because it means death in my head and that's so stupid but it's real and I want to do my work. Help.

Christian you put it beautifully. I guess I'm not alone I just don't know how to deal with something that never was a problem for me before and I'm having a lot of dissonance in my brain trying to figure out why instead of how to fix it.

I can finish anything I can't submit it this is a functional problem that has never existed in my life before I am flummoxed by it I am baffled I don't know how to overcome it it is simply a matter of submitting something that I do not want to do I'm terrified somehow.