The interview is audio only, but it's pretty meaningful. Really interesting to hear him talk about his personal challenges.

Kelly I cannot thank you enough for sharing that with me. He has made connections that are so fascinating neurologically I was not joking when I first said I would love to see an fmri of these guys because there is definitely some very unique neurology going on there amazing

Yea, I found it really relatable as someone who tries to manage a lot of anxiety and it was nice to see in some ways he's just like the rest of us.

Something about this post was bothering me and now I realize what it was its when you say that he's just like the rest of us in regards to having problems of magnitude. We all do Kelly it's just that we're different. I have loud obnoxious Tantrums. Others keep silent and hide LOL

I definitely have my moments. Sometimes I have like 24-48 hours of mental chaos.. I've kind of learned to try to disassociate to avoid too much damage, but sometimes it bubbles over in interpersonal interactions.

As with bucketheads heart and your comments here my issues come out in the form of deep trauma and depression with a good amount of obsessive rumination ands a lot of hyper verbal hyperactive Behavior. I don't really have social anxiety at all but I don't read social cues well.

I'm pretty sensitive to when people change their behaviors. I'm usually the first one to notice when something is off with someone. I've heard it described as hypervigilance, but the thing is that it causes me to feel deeply unsettled until I can make sense of whatever it is.

Typically hyper-vigilance is a trauma manifestation I will get that way when really pushed hard. Do you find this discomfort appears in between making decisions whether small or large? Kind of like an emotional limbo? That's a very uncomfortable place by myself and many others

Kinda like an awareness or feeling that something bad is happening and a need to resolve it before it manifests in a bigger manner, but also being agitated enough where it's difficult to resolve things in a reasonable way. Like danger is spiraling out of control.

I grew up with someone who was incredibly intimidating and very angry. You kind of learned to be aware of how he was feeling or you might open the gateway to hell.