I don't code outside of work.
I don't study coding outside of work.
I am perfectly fine with my career moving at a normal pace. I am happy for anyone who becomes a senior in 2 years, but that's not what I'm after. I'm after balance, building community and not burning out.
I felt the same way through most of my career and it was so rewarding in the end and to this day so I say bravo bravo you must follow your truth in this.