The last 7 days were "Piss on a Widow Week" in my F2F world. No care or word about Ray, "get over it it's 5 yrs"', I must put on a dress, makeup, get sexy or I'm no woman. 2 F2F pals werer kind. I'm ill. This is abuse. Will it never end? My peeps here? You kept me together. xo/m