It's simple I can handle pain I don't want to die in a hospital and I don't want to die without friends around me and I don't want to die in my apartment and be found three weeks later and I'm afraid for honey. That's it carry on pretend the world is fine.
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You’re better than me. Pain from Parkinson’s wakes me up every night. I take carbidopa/levodopa (Parkinson’s medication) and usually the pain mostly goes away and I can go back to sleep. My symptoms have gotten worse. It’s a struggle for me to get out of a chair.
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Replying to @tannyo
I have been crawling on the floor because I cannot stand up straight my hands are so contracted my vision is gone and I am dying and there is no emotional or physical treatment I have not tried. I was abused as a child my brother too he did better than me. I just want to rest

Sep 30, 2021 · 5:53 PM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
I understand. My stepfather beat me to unconsciousness. I was molested when I was 7 and raped when I was 10. My first wife knocked me down 3 times and after the divorce came and beat the crap out of me. I’m having difficulty handling the pain. You’re better than me handling pain.
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