I was called a horrible person yesterday and it really hurt I don't understand I'm traumatized I'm confused with end-of-life illness and I miss my husband so very much. I am sorry if I hurt you I never wanted to hurt anybody I never had malicious intent ever I I'm so sorry

I've only known you a short time, and "horrible" is not a word I would use to describe you. That person is projecting. You're wonderful.