It's simple I can handle pain I don't want to die in a hospital and I don't want to die without friends around me and I don't want to die in my apartment and be found three weeks later and I'm afraid for honey. That's it carry on pretend the world is fine.

Sep 24, 2021 · 1:46 AM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
You’re better than me. Pain from Parkinson’s wakes me up every night. I take carbidopa/levodopa (Parkinson’s medication) and usually the pain mostly goes away and I can go back to sleep. My symptoms have gotten worse. It’s a struggle for me to get out of a chair.
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I have been crawling on the floor because I cannot stand up straight my hands are so contracted my vision is gone and I am dying and there is no emotional or physical treatment I have not tried. I was abused as a child my brother too he did better than me. I just want to rest
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Replying to @mholzschlag
Documenting this is the best way to honor these wishes. nhdd.org
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