What is it with people insisting I'm so great or something I'm falling apart I can't even crawl to the kitchen and nobody is coming to help me even if I have some money because you gave me some there is nobody who will help me I have nobody left in my family they are all dead

Sep 24, 2021 · 1:38 AM UTC

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and so far away and I'm never going to see anybody again I know this I'm not suicidal I want to live I just don't know how I used to be so strong I can't even focus my thoughts anymore. What's happened to me??
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Please tell me next steps please help me. I'm not able to do it anymore on my own there's something wrong in my head I can't clarify my thoughts.
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Replying to @mholzschlag
Have you tried the local community for volunteers? I guess you are looking for some sort of home for somewhat autonomous people, with some added love.
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I have been since I was in Las Vegas that wasn't going to work out which is a blessing and I'm not going to worry about that but when I came back to Tucson I wasn't aware of how terribly it socially and politically. I managed okay until covid I'm actually very lucky considering
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