Can someone please help me understand. I'm very serious I'm having a lot of trouble with my Passions and what I'm doing writing a book now at this late time in life when death it may well be imminent. What do you think?

I think that you're doing things that are important to you -- in your way, on your terms. As long as I've known you, you've always gone on doing the things you love, metaphorically flipping the bird at fate the whole time. 💜

I think the point that people keep missing is that they think I have more than an agenda that's clear. Obviously they don't know people with very difficult impulse-control issues of a clinical nature. For us to have intent behind anything is pretty damn near impossible LOL

I'm either playing the long game (like a year out, incredibly detailed and clever), or I'm just like "oh I want to poke that with a stick". There's no in-between.