Of all the people involved skills I have ever lost I think Independence is the one that is hardest to face. I used to be able to do everything on my own and I can do nothing on my own anymore. I don't know how to ask I don't know who to ask that isn't attached to Medical.

Mar 30, 2021 · 1:54 PM UTC

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. I need help and I don't have any and I don't have a family and I don't have a support network and I feel vulnerable since Ray died so much so because I'm not a hater of the world wants everything to be a goddamn right or wrong to fight it out to the death literally.
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I'm just really overwhelmed despite having therapy a good medical care I just want something beyond that I don't even know where to begin. I don't even know if I even want to. What is life without my Independence?
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Replying to @mholzschlag
It's a great time to start making new friends. Try the usual gathering spaces. You sure can.
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What Gathering spaces my friend I can't go anywhere don't you understand I have no immune system . I have a terminal illness
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