I'd like a little bit of personal good wishes as I go see a new primary care physician. I really need the help for medical as well as integrated so I will get therapy and support as well. I piss doctors off I call them on their shit. Exceptions are the ones that tell the truth.

You have to be your own advocate, I question doctors all the time. One of the best things I learned during my short stint at nursing school. Good luck! Sending all the good vibes and well wishes your way.