I have thought a lot about trauma and the dissolution of identity through grief and enormous loss. I have made the decision that no one can understand what it means to lose a mother a husband a career a beloved home and everything I ever dreamed of in the course of one year -
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what that did to a sick dying woman already. If you can't figure that out please do not follow me anymore. I am what I am and I will pick up the pieces as I can or I won't but I will not stand for being denigrated and hated and misunderstood for merely being Human.

Jan 13, 2021 · 5:03 PM UTC

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I will speak my mind I will write my mind and whether you consider it crazy or not I do not care this is my right until the end of my life. I helped build this crap that became social media I belong here more than most.
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I am not kidding you do not want me as I am or you want to attack or denigrate my Humanity go away please. Otherwise I welcome you as my friends and I need you more than you will ever know and more than I know how to express. Thank you for reading and hanging in with me always.
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I do push people away I'm terrified to let anyone help me except in the most distant and remote ways and I am ready for change in myself in others and the world. May Life bless us all with Better Days.
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