Oh honey I can totally understand that. That's a trauma of deep proportions. I think the best thing you can possibly do for yourself is follow the guidelines and stress remember does affect our immune systems very seriously. Talk to people breathe deep Reach Out.

I follow the guidelines religiously. Double mask. Avoid crowds. See my doc via telemed if I can (sometimes I can’t.) I eat in my office and not common areas. I just get scared of dying the way he did and how many in my county have.

Those fears are very very reasonable in your case with a history of a sibling losing his life that way there is nothing that can compare to such trauma and tragedy. Is there anything you find that does provide comfort?

Staying home makes me feel safer. I get anxious at work

Me too. I've had to do it because of immunological and blood disorder for most of my life I adopted pretty well one thing I find is that distraction is good and being able to amuse yourself really can help. But everybody's different. social online, entertainment, academics. Moocs

I’m in Yuma, so we’re neighbors of sorts. I get it. Covid has been bad there too. My zip code is one of the hardest hit in the state. And we only have one hospital. I worry a lot.

Not to mention the horrific history of the immigration issues that we also have suffered here. I can't wait till Ducey is gone in 2022. He is completely ineffective although he does get under the skin of Donald Trump for some reason I'm not sure why but they have a spar going on

Yea. He and Donald hate each other. Because he wouldn’t nullify our election

That's true but it actually started a few months back before all that. He was visiting here a lot and I don't think he and Ducey got along for whatever reason. I'm very proud of McClain's resistance as well as flakes both Republicans both nailed him from day one as a menace.

McCain hated Trump and the feeling was mutual.