Replying to @saelindwyn
I confronted people that made fun of me in HS as well as the guy that bullied me as a kid. It was empowering to roast them like I did and watch them squirm. People like that are the worst.
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I allowed people to push me around most of my life which is probably why I became such a blunt forceful character by default an especially when angry so sad. And I have a hair trigger temper and a Viper's tongue. Better than not being respected for accomplishments like education.
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I used to be a pushover myself. Let people walk all over me. Not anymore. When I see someone that lashes out like I can, I let them burn that off. I know how that feels and can identify. Those people I respect because they feel everything raw and I used to try and cover that up.
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I have no trouble with people having tantrums no matter their age as long as the issue is not about an individual person or a specific group but a company organization idea. Exception is individuals who are public figures of any kind that do stupid shit not that that ever happens
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When I have a “bad spell” as I put it, i feel horrible afterwards. So I try not to go off on anything Which I usually do re: politics but I’m trying to do so less these days. I have so much going on now I don’t have time to have a tantrum anymore
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I'm the same way. I will have a freak out then I will feel angry at myself and ashamed. I know I do not use filters and lack impulse control but the fact of the matter is if I did not speak my mind I'd explode. Avoidance of humanity face-to-face is my control solution lately.
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I’d lose my mind too, so I identify with that completely. I’d been getting used to putting myself out there more and trying to not avoid people like I used to but now that I am shut in due to this pandemic, it feels like I am avoiding face-to-face contact again.
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Replying to @toddlibby
I am now doing it purposely for both my physical health as well as my personal safety because I am almost ready to physically assault somebody I have never ever done that in all of my adult life with my brothers as a kid yeah but never have I touched another in violence.

Dec 13, 2020 · 7:41 AM UTC

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