I perceive others want me to be dead, in agony or hugely successful and focused. Well I am a human being it's time people started treating me like one. I spent a lifetime of helping others but only a few years broken from grief and sorrow and loss of unspeakable proportions.
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There are very few people who were born into such a sick family with sickness, death and destruction. My bros and I figured out to give something back to the world for the positive. I know I did that. Shame on others for ever doubting. Bless your love without judgment or pity.
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Money helped. It definitely didn't cure me and it definitely made me feel like shit on your shoes. Have a nice fucking life. I intend to be buried with my husband if they let me be buried at all and I don't want my bones to burn but I want to be with him.
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Children lost to medical ignorance. Brain and body unable to be with any human soul. pharmaceuticals tthat gave me worse diseases (Iatrgenia). My decades of noble work, marriage, advocacy and I can't even sell a fucking domain name to live out the rest of my life in dignity.
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Read up on bone marrow aplasia and long-term aphasia in medical patients. Read up on spectrum and developmental disorders due to every conceivable form of abuse that I and my brothers had to suffer for the majority of Our Lives. That we contribute to good is fucking amazing.
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You know I don't want gratitude and oh you poor thing anymore. What I want was my friendships and the trust I once had for people and I don't have anymore because very few have proven themselves worthy of such a thing.
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If you really want to know who I am and you really want to be with me get over the idea that rage and brain damage are not related. I want sincerity and kindness or I want nothing to do with Humanity that can't muster empathy for others much less what they called a friend.
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For what it is worth Molly, I wish I had the means to help you because I would without second thought. You had taught me much from afar in my early days of my “career”. I wish there was something that I could do or help with that would bring you closer to what you seek. 💚
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Too long. Too devastating to my body and brain. Oncology is coming Thursday here. There are no suitable hospital or care centers with open beds much less putting me in a hospital is a more awful death warrant. I do need life help but my coverage has a waiting list and no funds xo
Oct 27, 2020 · 3:59 PM UTC