I really can't physically cope with it myself. It brings back all the symptoms of chemotherapy side effects. Also similar to having to withdraw from narcotic medications. A form of suffering that seems to have no end. It's time for it to end. It's just time.
For me personally I began to realize spending my energy which is precious for all of us on anything but attempting to be and do better in this world every day of life is a waste of dignity and keeps us victims. I don't want that. I choose to keep moving forward no matter what. 🌸

Aug 25, 2020 · 3:26 PM UTC