I got a DM that was only equal to hatred of another human 1 time in all my Web years. I posted about it. And pulled a very un-Molly and deleted it all. Take your hate. I'm angry, but I'm not going to fall into being a hater.

Hatred takes up too much energy, I don’t spend any of my energy on people that do not deserve it. It took me 40 years to realize that. I don’t hate people any longer, I meet people with indifference. Indifference, to me, is far worse than hatred.

I hate closing my open heart. But survival is asking me to close most of it. I can't be indifferent. I don't know what that even is.

You gave so much of yourself, when I think of that I think about all that energy you let flow from you so I don’t know 100% what you mean/how you feel, but I have an idea. During times like these, with all that is bad, closing off our hearts might be what we need to do I think.

I won't. I will distance. I won't close my heart. Until it all closes down.

I hope not. I won’t either. Because at some point, whether it is by video or in-person (preferring the latter) I would love to just chat with you. I had meeting you at a conference on my bucket list, now just a video chat or visit out there would suffice for me. 💜