I got a DM that was only equal to hatred of another human 1 time in all my Web years. I posted about it. And pulled a very un-Molly and deleted it all. Take your hate. I'm angry, but I'm not going to fall into being a hater.
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Hatred takes up too much energy, I don’t spend any of my energy on people that do not deserve it. It took me 40 years to realize that. I don’t hate people any longer, I meet people with indifference. Indifference, to me, is far worse than hatred.
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I hate closing my open heart. But survival is asking me to close most of it. I can't be indifferent. I don't know what that even is.
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Once wounded by someone, I close off to those people. I don’t love/like them, but I don’t hate/despise them. That to me, no feeling, is indifference. That’s due to many years of life and hurting myself & being hurt by others whom I thought cared. We survive in different ways.
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Replying to @toddlibby
I'm learning but it's a lifelong issue for me. I leave, and sometimes try again. But I'm leaving a lot more lately, and people think it's me being angry. It's me disposing of triggers that harm me or others. It's not indifference for me. It's just toxic waste.

Apr 7, 2020 · 1:42 PM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
You have every right to do what you need to do for your own health, mentally, physically, and emotionally I would say. Someone told me, “It doesn’t matter what people think of you, it’s none of your business.” I had to ruminate about that for awhile, but it finally made sense.
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