I got a DM that was only equal to hatred of another human 1 time in all my Web years. I posted about it. And pulled a very un-Molly and deleted it all. Take your hate. I'm angry, but I'm not going to fall into being a hater.
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Hatred takes up too much energy, I don’t spend any of my energy on people that do not deserve it. It took me 40 years to realize that. I don’t hate people any longer, I meet people with indifference. Indifference, to me, is far worse than hatred.
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Replying to @toddlibby
I hate closing my open heart. But survival is asking me to close most of it. I can't be indifferent. I don't know what that even is.

Apr 7, 2020 · 1:36 PM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
Once wounded by someone, I close off to those people. I don’t love/like them, but I don’t hate/despise them. That to me, no feeling, is indifference. That’s due to many years of life and hurting myself & being hurt by others whom I thought cared. We survive in different ways.
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I'm learning but it's a lifelong issue for me. I leave, and sometimes try again. But I'm leaving a lot more lately, and people think it's me being angry. It's me disposing of triggers that harm me or others. It's not indifference for me. It's just toxic waste.
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Replying to @mholzschlag
You gave so much of yourself, when I think of that I think about all that energy you let flow from you so I don’t know 100% what you mean/how you feel, but I have an idea. During times like these, with all that is bad, closing off our hearts might be what we need to do I think.
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I won't. I will distance. I won't close my heart. Until it all closes down.
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