I could have written this post just like you my dearest Todd who is a forever friend for your loyalty and kindness. People thought the alcoholism was the problem. It wasn't. It was my broken heart. Thank you for caring. I know some of your hardships. I will always help if I can馃挋
Todd @toddlibby
10 Feb 2020
Replying to @mholzschlag
My years of alcoholism being untreated resulting in the greatest loss I ever had. A relationship w/a woman that didn鈥檛 deserve to be treated like I treated her. I got too comfortable, I took advantage of her, then I lost her. I鈥檓 still not over what I have done. 21 years later.

Feb 10, 2020 路 10:25 PM UTC

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That is my albatross. I fear it always will be. Maybe I still have a broken heart. I have wished since finding out about your hardships that you find the light at the end of the tunnel somewhere, some time. 280 characters can鈥檛 relay the hope I have for you to be happy.
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My life is not all and happiness and I hope that people know that I hope they see that I smile and that I laugh and that I am surrounded by great natural beauty. It is mostly humans with whom I have the greatest struggles. I know I am not alone in this. And that's kind of funny馃槄
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Thank you for being at the other end. It鈥檚 as if I have known you for the longest time, yet only through these devices we have made our lives through. I care about people because I only want to see people happy and smiling. Laughing. Pain is too prevalent in this world today.
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You know all the kids at least yesterday used to say "I feel ya" hahaha I feel you to what is left of my incredibly still functioning strong alive bone marrow!
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