Delia, you may not know as you always care so much. Behave? FUCK BEHAVE.
I have spent my whole life not behaving. So I have to shut up now? Not gonna happen.
In fact, I will lay out every misdeed I have done and others have done to me for the small amount of life remaining.
I like the idea of alternate personas such as “kitty mom” to pull out of the hat when another is too much. Or my favorite alt-Julie: lazy-ass Netflix binger. Hugs my friend. Wish I was there