It seems almost all people who respond to me have been victimized and dehumanized in life somehow, Is this a reflection of my experience or reality? And if it's all true, why do we wonder why we have a broken world?
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I would defend that self-deprecating statement about your courage to you. Sensitive people build defenses that we sometimes don't outgrow in sync with life's changes. Jumped by a gang and bullied is trauma and everyone deals with it differently. And usually not very well, alas.
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Maybe it wasn't lack of courage, but no desire to fight or aggress. Many bullied/beaten kids turn inward. I didn't. I fought back. It hurt me hard, but it was honest to my being.

Jan 13, 2020 · 5:37 AM UTC

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As an aware adult, yes, it is our responsibility to fix ourselves. Over and over and over again. Recover from trauma A and life brings the whole alphabet! Art Therapy was hugely helpful with breakthrough awareness and recovery (one year) versus decades of talk therapy and meds.