Bless you all for loving me through whatever force you believe in, or don't. Isolation, incredibly violent, turbulent and hateful times. I was nearly attacked here by four men - one Jewish over politics. They yelled at me and began to back me into a corner. My Medicaid denied
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all the PTSD treatment I was sent for and I am sitting on a 4,800.00 bill which is a massive error. Then they wouldn't over my meds, which in a a trauma patient is stupid. I got agitated at the walgreens and they wanted to throw me out as I was yelling during withdrawals. WTF?
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I hate Las Vegas. It is a cruel and violent city. I have been hurt badly here. I don't know where to go where it's as dry as here which I desperately need for my bones - dry desert land is a blessing and I can get by without opiate pain meds which mess with my head too.
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Mourning every death from dear Cindy to the shootings ALL PERPETUATED BY WHITE MEN. I was called a kike three times last week. Kike Kike Kike. Jewish Globalist Filth. Shame on us, and while I'm without a political party, I am very glad to see strong progressives rise up.
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I deal with PTSD, Autism Spectrum Hyperempathy Disorder (I have too much empathy, I become enraged at injustice to the point I can't order my thoughts or function) Major Depression and a very deadly blood disorder all at once the former strength of my identity is fragmented.
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I apologize for scaring people. Please remember I'm rarely suicidal, but definitely prone to self-harm and lack of impulse control when feeling overwhelmed. It is what it is. I am still me, somehow. I have never past into psychosis, It's rage and horror and isolation and loss.
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Thank you for loving me anyway. That's amazing to me, a gift so great I can't quantify it, but you save me every time. I just wish I was able to move through the world and not an isolated Girl In A Bubble. I am grateful to see the incredible positioning of the USA toward love.
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Too much hate, and all perpetrated by who? Yeah. Yet innocents die daily. We are in an uncivil war. Every day we have body counts due to not the bad hombres or other races but hateful humans who are so afraid to grow and open themselves to the truth. Checks. Balances. Love > hate

Nov 8, 2018 · 11:58 PM UTC

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Replying to @mholzschlag
❤️ I’ve been thinking about you. I know thoughts don’t really help, but it’s all I’ve got right now.
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