Overwhelming depression is what's happening. If I go into the hospital I'm afraid I'm not going to come back. That last round nearly killed me. Is this violent, awful greedy world all that life is? #depression #anxiety #ptsd #pain #sad #pancytopenia #raredisease #aplasticAnemia
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Soon my artwork is going to have halos like poor vincent the way my brain function is going. I was so astonished when I saw starry night in NYC - it's tiny! It was huge in my mind. I will grow flowers, or paint them I think.

Jun 28, 2018 · 6:06 AM UTC