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Joined September 2006
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Replying to @benzosarebad
Sadly yes I have a serious bone marrow failure disease and a non-alcoholic fourth stage liver cirrhosis and people think I'm lying or attention because I'm making it up cuz I want to sit on the couch and watch TV at 60? Most people are terrified of nothingness. Death is 100% real
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Replying to @NancyMassey
I love you too Nancy and we've been through so much together this is a hard one though he really makes me face my friend death and I've been staving that off for a long time. 60 changes things it time and perspective and refiguring out my life and how to find quality I love you
Replying to @AngieRadtke
Who can love until you know what love actually is? Who knows self-love until one knows love? Who can be "good" until they know good acts rather than bad ones?
Self initiated therapy as an adult I've been through everything almost every medication almost every form of therapeutic methods and can I did that work I told the truth I never held anything from anyone including my own self behaviors and thing I won't tell. Open person? Was I?
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I must make a correction I believe that love and hate are not at all opposites it is hate of humans not their actions or ideas you can hate those or I can but the opposite of love is hating the self. I'm better a little but there are regrets and 40 years of
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Replying to @barneycarroll
My family life was disruptive but less so as perspective in time and understanding of their own trauma terrible things I now see. The worst who was not my blood hurt my whole family. I w wish only that I could have saved. I don't know Iwhar hate feels against people I know.
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Replying to @kevdog
your trust in me is very kind please understand I am not thinking clearly I have no real friends here my age group is gone, sick themselves, enjoying their families. I I'm prone to fits of rage and screaming and terrible words. I'm accountable for that. Few others are. I get help
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Replying to @kevdog
I have spent my life for myself for my friends during the AIDS epidemic for my grandmother for my mother with no support and no support much for my 40 years although some tried. My mother called me shirtless a fear not to die to die in a healthcare facility of any kind. Ever.
Replying to @kevdog
I thought it was now I don't know. The kidney problem is new but it should be checked out with a CT scan meaning I have to go to the hospital. The worrisome part is the aortic problem which is somehow coagulated despite low platelets and Coag factors meaning in hospital surgery.
Nothing is precise but if you are interested to know for yourself or someone you love a general sense of adverse childhood experiences on adult health take the 10 question ACE test. Share if comfortable if not it's anonymous. stopabusecampaign.org/take-y…
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Well one of many sorrows of life it does not define the fact that I lifted myself up every damn time and made something of myself no matter what people thought because I knew in my heart whether bad or good I cannot hold hate for a poisons everything. I am angry and yet l love.
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I explained that his behavior had become violent and he had to rightfully be removed from the house and we've been estranged for 13 years and she said I want you to remember this he had maybe seven or eight words left and all he sai was my Molly where is my little Molly.
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He had to my mother's credit had to go he was gambling loved the horses when we finally found out 13 years later he had passed I was the one who attract back whatever data and his oncologist at Sloan Kettering New York yelled at me your Molly your Molly where the hell are you?¿
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If starting to kiss boys and girls and smoke pot and break curfew and have a messy bedroom and still 75 cents for my brother for cigarettes and being hyperactive was bad I was bad. My father was my salvation until a rare brain cancer. Two violent Acts me,one a boy on our block
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My family was very disrupted it was not there fault they themselves had a legacy of terror and everyone reacts differently I understand that now and I don't blame them I was a difficult child no question. Moody, weird, tomboy fiercely independent and unconventional. But bad?
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Replying to @AngieRadtke
I have never believed I was good when told by the most intimate people in your life your family that you are a liar that you fit in your life away that you are worthless that you are nothing that you will never accomplish anything. My mother did overcome cluster b NPD ON HER OWN.
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In my cultural background it is inappropriate to tell me to have faith push it faith upon me will tell me that God is the one true way to health please stop please thank you
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One. Happiness does not come from health. Two. Pain and illness cause behavioral changes. Three. Iatrogenic death is not without extreme harm it is in fact extreme harm.
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I was so happy choosing palliative care and now I don't know what to do in the inevitable deterioration of a long lived person whose condition was meant to and in death a decade ago. Do I fight? Would that make me a better person
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