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Tucson, AZ
Joined September 2006
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she never loved him, she enjoyed some companionship with him but mostly made him her indentured servant as she had done with me but she wanted to be with me. She said "don't you have anything to say to my grieving daughter?" His words: "Oh well, that's the way it goes."
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She had finished chemo, was recuperating from her hip surgery and while improving, still very confused. She thought *I* was not wanting to stay there with her, which had been our family plan all along. Yet he stood blocking my way to the suite she made for her children.
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getting to Las Vegas after Ray died and my mother said come. That stepfather shite should have gone to vietnam and died. He went to Princeton on a wrestling scholarship, lied, cheated, stole and when I got there my Mom said come in! Where's Honey while he blocked me from HER home
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This is a tragic nightmare. So many people are living it right now and that makes me feel so sad. My idiot of a Nurse Practitioner who thinks this 3 week taper of a 38 year high dose benzo is just fine. I've had 2 tonic clonic seizures, only time that happened was 24 hours after
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Replying to @marybaum
Short codes is a term that predates the web and my life my dear LOL
Replying to @BZInfoCoalition
There is no one in Arizona that has said they can do this but the one that I'm with and she does not know how to do this she is not a doctor I want a medical doctor this is a medical issue. Check out the video you may get insight
Replying to @Cre8ivMuse
Frustrated. I am not afraid. I will take care of myself and the whole point is getting away from the harmful Medical use of pharmaceuticals that are unnecessary. I was 21 I am now almost 60. Oh I am asking is for is informed Medical Care it is not happening
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I do not like Jordan Peterson very much yet I empathize with his clonazepam withdrawal in this video. I did not have existing anxiety. I did have some indicators of a rare serious medical condition which I am now living 9 years past true Diagnostics. youtube.com/z6uj2FiBXVY
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I'm not a hero. I'm just stubborn as hell and I will work for justice every time knowing Justice is an illusion. I have a wonderful world of friends I don't want to leave. I have work to be done including the justice that we so harmed by medicine need illuminated and eliminated.
What are you talking about there is no War on Drugs even with thousands of pounds of meth and phenol being stopped at the border in Arizona meth crystals laying down from the sky and pressed fentanyl pills cost $1.25 a piece. You think Biden did that you are really uninformed.
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Does anybody know anyone I can see even if I have to pay out of pocket I will scrape it together somehow I need informed care. Who can help me? 38 years of Triumph to think all I have overcome only to die from a withdrawal from prescription I did not ever need would be homicide.
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I need help to find a treatment physician in Tucson that will do this right and understand how severe and serious this is. If you know anybody or any resource I have talked non-stop to as many organizations as I can. All say no not wanting culpability. They are cold uncaring
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She is uninformed she is not a doctor I need a real medical doctor or psychiatrist skilled enough to understand how serious this . They don't want my death on their hands and they don't want permanent brain damage on their hands so no one will take me and help me correctly.
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My benzo taper is failing. I was threatened by the NP yesterday that if I do not take three drugs I've already gotten off of she will stop treating me whether I live or die. 38 years of high dose daily use prescription that has done nothing but permanently damage me.
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I really appreciate your kindness I'm very sad now I don't want to die of a benzo withdrawal when I have triumphantly survived for longer than any known person with two untreatable terminal conditions. I don't know what to do.
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My support has not been good since I lost my husband and my mother. Many of my friends have passed away or are distant as I traveled for work for most of my life despite being already 100% disabled medically. I have no provider who will slow down despite two tonic clonic seizures
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It just makes me cry and I am crying it's such a tragedy and it's one that doesn't have to exist shame on the people who participate in the sadistic and ignorant practice of making people sicker bringing more suffering to humankind than we already have? Horrifying
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Sadly there is nothing here no one except a pain management clinic which would be happy to give me any opioid I want I don't want Pharmaceuticals at all I don't care about my pain I want quality of life and not to die from benzo withdrawals.
Replying to @timtfj
Possibly true I don't have any evidence one way or the other and I don't think anybody does but they act as if they do.
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Replying to @mholzschlag @timtfj
It's like IQ the potential exists if the number is typically 140 or higher. It does not mean you are a genius or will ever be one. You can have a genetic marker for a disease that doesn't mean you'll have the disease.