It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.

Tucson, AZ
Joined September 2006
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Replying to @ChefDeLaPiff
Me too. We know citizens don't agree with their national governments. It's as true as our need for oxygen. Why cut off supply to essentials?
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We had the opportunity to do this through working groups throughout the entire history of the w3c. let's see if anything comes of this new initiative for interoperable browsers. chromeunboxed.com/google-mic… #webdevelopment #webdesign #ux #UI #a11y #browsers #interoperability #interop
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A question of ethics. Do you think it's appropriate for an international, free, and open internet and World Wide Web to be cut off? Whether by a nation or external forces, what of citizens who need to find family, aid, essential resources? #Internet #Web #society #war #Humanity
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Replying to @garethjms
Love and a dose of Tucson sunshine coming your way. It's been a long and difficult passage in the world indeed.
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February was a terrible month. It started with my personal mourning for a husband whose life was defined by war, followed by bad people I let near out of isolation and loneliness culminating in real War. I am grateful for your kindness and I am focusing on my work and health. ♥️
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Replying to @joesvinylgarden
Thxu for getting it.
My tantrums and Wrongs are always to the public at Large. It's because I don't want to burden individual humans with my Frailty. It seems better for me to tell everybody then to tell one and make me responsible to only one person instead of the whole world. Wrong or right?
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I am surrounded by Publishers, editors, friends in the industry supportive and true blessings to me. for that I am grateful. This wrong it's mine. It's more than one issue. I'm challenged to overcome this flaw in me. I hope I find a way thank you for caring so thank you truly.
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I have wonderful people on the project and they have been so patient and kind and so many friends have helped or offer to in many ways. In this I am blessed. It feels I need real world encouragement somebody right there with me to help me over that hump. This feels functional.
Writing is not the problem I have massive quantities of material pouring forth. Submitting content was never a problem that is the point of problem now there is a functional or traumatic or lack of confidence and no one my f2f world understands much less cares how much this means
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I can finish anything I can't submit it this is a functional problem that has never existed in my life before I am flummoxed by it I am baffled I don't know how to overcome it it is simply a matter of submitting something that I do not want to do I'm terrified somehow.
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Replying to @mediajunkie
Christian you put it beautifully. I guess I'm not alone I just don't know how to deal with something that never was a problem for me before and I'm having a lot of dissonance in my brain trying to figure out why instead of how to fix it.
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It's this simple. If I cannot contribute to humanity or help in any way I do not want to be part of humanity I don't deserve to take up space I am not a person who wants to hurt others I just don't want to hurt myself anymore and I don't want people to hurt me anymore.
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Replying to @cosmic53
It's specifically the details at the finish line and inability to commit it to the server I am terrified of submission and completion this was never part of my makeup and I don't understand it
I don't need a review and I don't need long-distance help what I need is a family and I don't have one and I have it in a very long time I'm alone I am alone and it is hurting me there is nobody there for me and that sounds selfish and maybe it is but that's the way it is
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It's an accommodation issue I need somehow. Like autistics have help people need help sometimes to finish tasks I can do the task I can do the bulk of the work I just can't seem to finish and deliver there's some kind of Terror in me or inability I don't understand it I'm frozen
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I appear to be frozen with my work. I'm halfway through my book or more and I still can't deliver a goddamn chapter I don't know why I need help it's like I don't want to finish because it means death in my head and that's so stupid but it's real and I want to do my work. Help.
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Replying to @lexfridman
It is always beautiful and always ugly. I suspect always and in all ways. Not so sure those Russian tanks rolling made me feel anything but sick but yep there's Beauty in life none the less let's see if we can sustain it with clarity unlike Boris. Man has always made me cringe.
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I'm the last person to feel defensive to LOL you have every right to stop doing art if that's helpful to you and speak your mind and heart. I believe there is a skewed relationship between you no fault of yours. And if you want to do art again do art again!
Does she see herself as God as well? Child alone could happen but usually perceived as extension or projection of self. NPDs don't see us as separate rather a perfect ideal. System of failure. Mom identified as atheist and as God, leaving us wondering if she believed in herself.