It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.

Tucson, AZ
Joined September 2006
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Replying to @marmaladegirl
Elsa: Thank you. I don't feel loved and all feelings I had once by and for except for less than 5 out of 10,000's of humans died. I caregave for almost 10 people at end of life and was proud to do it as service for love. 1 person did not turn from my mortality of 10. That's awful
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Arizona not one but maybe in 2021. I will seek out legal options unless the inevitable occurs first. Thank you for supporting what is to me a civil liberty for intractable, incurable conditions.
Replying to @iphigenie
I tried suicide. It didn't work and made me realize I did not want to do that once off of Prozac. I want dignity, and I am nowhere close to a dignified person. But this dignity I want. Thank you for understanding the great distance between the two.
Replying to @stefsull @toddlibby
Too long. Too devastating to my body and brain. Oncology is coming Thursday here. There are no suitable hospital or care centers with open beds much less putting me in a hospital is a more awful death warrant. I do need life help but my coverage has a waiting list and no funds xo
I don't want pity, money or poor babies. I want to be LEGALLY EUTHANIZED. #DeathIsARght
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Replying to @toddlibby
I seek the end of this horrible disease. Life is meaningless without real life. Thank you xo
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There is no medical attention to be had I have been an oncology hematology patient for almost eight years which is unheard of of itself the body is doing what it was going to do if it weren't for life extension is bone marrow stimulants which is not a cure. Thank you for caring.
Replying to @mholzschlag
Molly, it simply strikes me hearing you suffering. You certainly need medical attention! Living absolutely too far away, all I can offer is sending you love and positive energy. 🧘🏼‍♀️🙏🏽💕✨
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I vomited blood all night without the option of hospital. More dangerous! Not one person to call to help clean up that blood, bring fresh towels. The irony? I did it for fam and friends all dead no but two who live 3000 miles away. Yeah, I AM angry. Because I am finally afraid.
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If you really want to know who I am and you really want to be with me get over the idea that rage and brain damage are not related. I want sincerity and kindness or I want nothing to do with Humanity that can't muster empathy for others much less what they called a friend.
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Children lost to medical ignorance. Brain and body unable to be with any human soul. pharmaceuticals tthat gave me worse diseases (Iatrgenia). My decades of noble work, marriage, advocacy and I can't even sell a fucking domain name to live out the rest of my life in dignity.
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Money helped. It definitely didn't cure me and it definitely made me feel like shit on your shoes. Have a nice fucking life. I intend to be buried with my husband if they let me be buried at all and I don't want my bones to burn but I want to be with him.
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There are very few people who were born into such a sick family with sickness, death and destruction. My bros and I figured out to give something back to the world for the positive. I know I did that. Shame on others for ever doubting. Bless your love without judgment or pity.
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I perceive others want me to be dead, in agony or hugely successful and focused. Well I am a human being it's time people started treating me like one. I spent a lifetime of helping others but only a few years broken from grief and sorrow and loss of unspeakable proportions.
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I still want to come back and I don't have the structure, medical support, social support, economic support and everybody else seems to comfort themselves believing that human negativity is the product of mental illness alone despite 54 years or more with Bone Marrow Aplasia.
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I have become bitter because people just leave each other by the side of the roads in torment because of our stupid biases that say if a person is acting a certain way that means she is mean cruel, insane, wrong - and true or not it's pure guessing without facts.
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There Comes A Time in people's lives where their so-called friends don't have a clue what their reality is anymore maybe that's my fault I shut up because I new everybody was sick of me. I haven't been saying much because I am battling a systemic fungal infection not responding.
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Depends on the context in which you use the word wank and variants thereof. Not that I really know. My naughty horns got itchy ;-) 😈
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Try being mixed raced and Jewish and trying to rectify the reality and the existence of such a phenomenal idiot! dare I even use the word human? I feel you to the core of my soul. Enough!
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This is #Halloween FUNNY 😂 #BOOlean #Logic 🎃👻🍬🍭🍫👻🎃
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Replying to @jonathansampson
Nor am I, Sampson! As you are likely aware, CAPTCHA has been a long and painful general and #a11y access issue. At least a decade was spent and failed at resolution. Thanks for understanding at the least! :)
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