It is the true teacher who leaves the class knowing they have learned the most.
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Delia, you may not know as you always care so much. Behave? FUCK BEHAVE.
I have spent my whole life not behaving. So I have to shut up now? Not gonna happen.
In fact, I will lay out every misdeed I have done and others have done to me for the small amount of life remaining.
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I am loved. I am cared for. The whole world loves me.
Yet except for an hour or two in 7 years I've been alone or with the most abusive horrible nightmares except whey Ray was alive.
Virtual worlds and Friends Met. A magnificent life experience.
Which has left me with no one.
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You are among the most heart real friends I ever had. I love you and Reuben so much and forever for showing me kindness during a time in my life when I was under severe abuse.
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I wish the 27,000 followers who didn't give a shit about me now and forever would drop off the face of my Twitter feed.
Do you know how hard it is to manually unfriend people who aren't your friends?
If you dare sit in fear or judgement of me, lose me. Now.
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I was shocked that only two of hundreds of respondents as to my perceived mental well being asked anything about what it influences a rare blood disease combined with #BigPharma aggression as factors.
Two other oncology patients.
Post the side effects of Interferon Alpha 2, k?
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yeah. molly.com is available. MDMA for medical purposes? BRING IT.
Maybe you should lobby for the legalization of MDMA (at least for medical purposes).
I'm sure the value of that domain name will rise significantly and might even become worth a lot more if that ever happens...
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My point is I can't.
I'm fucking terminal. Y'all make such fun of my "improvement mentally" when two, TWO out of 100 people even suggested oh maybe it's a terminal illness and the meds they gave her. One is a oncology patient. The other works for the V.A.
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THANK YOU AND:
I am not suicidal. STOP THAT SHIT NOW.
I'm a BONE MARROW APLASIA patient. 1 Bottle Aspirin x 1 bottle vodka and I'm done.
It doesn't take a gun when all you need is OTC.
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Reading about millions of dollars for this ugly mansion or that horrid hollywood house.
All I want is to sell Molly.Com or trade it for a tiny home on cheap ass piece of rural Arizona land. It wouldn't cost more than 100k tops. I think I merit that end, no?
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I have given it my all. I'm exhausted. I can't do Molly anymore.
I don't want to. Forgive me, please.
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To keep defying mortality and ongoing isolation? I didn't want to fight at all, you gave me money and love 🕊️ want to let go. I have not desire to end myself on purpose. No more cries for help. I just want to be peaceful by my husband.
Peace in our world will not come in time.
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LOL! My fave ;-)
Nick, I know you are blessed by whatever god/notGod there is/isn't. And you have never stopped sharing those blessings.
I don't know how you were raised or what gave you that strength, but hold you forever as a shining light. Even for me there are no words. xo
I can't even imagine. And I agree, we lose sometimes not just ourselves but the entire infrastructure of our lives, our homes, our dreams. "You cannot be the same afterwards."
I will never be the same. I don't want to.
All heartfelt thoughts to you.
I couldn't have said it better. And no one knows this quite like those of us who suffer such massive punches to our fragile hearts. I'm truly sad for your loss.
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Everyone is different. Any every relationship too. If I spend the rest of my life not 'moving on' (whatever the fuck that means to a 57 year old widow) so be it.
I'm sorry for your pain and loss xo
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